Wednesday, June 2, 2010

很多时候,只有自己救得了自己
只有自己,懂得疼爱自己

因为,他人,总是有比自己还更重要的人与事物
所以,若顾及不了你,那就放手让你自生自灭

人不为己,天诛地灭

近年的我,变聪明了.
怎么说呢....是觉醒吧?
那种一惊而起,瞬间万事了然的感觉

许多往往不曾想过的道理歪理
都拿来细心酝酿,然后忠心奉行着

学会把自己藏在走不出的迷宫中
让人摸不透
练习着如何以出乎意料与无法预料的思绪反应
来迷惑众人
戴上面具,千变万化的个性
奉陪着各位

若是认为我这么干,我不会快乐
只因我的心藏得太深
那请放心

我是愉悦的

当别人看不清我,我很开心

虽然做法有些使人难解
不过,这是我长期考虑之后
认为最能保护我
也最能令我快活的方法了

不管如何,我都要笑着走下去

往事是我的珍宝,未来是我的挑战

我要以一颗不止潇洒,更是无情淡漠的心面对一切

我是沈静怡的同时,还是柳千夜


可也决不忘了

多情最是无情,那无情,也何非是多情呢....?

10 comments:

  1. For the past few months i knew u( not even had a chat in fact), ur coldness has been intriguing me. To me, u are so mysterious yet delicate. I wonder, what's actually hidden behind u? A girl who always displays a cold look to whom i found hard to approach, and having the ability to articulate her feelings in both languages perfectly as well, u are an interesting girl indeed. Anyhow, u wont know who am i, so long as you are reading this.......

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  2. 那么窝囊干什么?有种就报上名字啊!一直暗地里观察别人,你不会觉得自己是个变态吗?

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  3. 哈哈,真可笑,我匿名干你什么事?是变态,早都采取行动了。说了, 不是不要认识她,是难接近,时候到了,即是我报上名字的时刻。

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  4. 哈哈哈,你以为现在拍武侠片啊“时候到了,即是我报上名字的时刻。”故作神秘这一招已经落伍了,要引起她的注意,等你换了新招再说吧!

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  5. 你不觉得你说话有矛盾吗? 头头说我暗地里观察她,现在说我要引起她注意。要是我真要她注意我,我还会需要到来这儿留言吗?这个是民主社会,有言论自由,随便写几句抒发下我的感受你就说我变态。你还要争论我随时奉陪,可我不想把这儿当成炮台。最后,再说一点,你说我窝囊,故作神秘, 那你呢?吃饱了没事做来反驳哦?没品!不爽人家匿名的话就在给feedback的时候给予你的意见取消匿名选项,懂吗小妹妹?

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  6. the other sophia because there's too many in the worldOctober 21, 2010 at 10:10 AM

    omg dudeee. apparently, you haven't did your research well. Because you're angering the best friend. And on top of that, you're acting like a complete douche on the girl's (whom you admire)blog - HER PRIVATE SPACE. And I believe she has the right to know who the heck is intruding (I shall emphasize) HER OWN FREAKING PRIVATE SPACE and act like a total creep.

    One more sentence which you MUST to take back. "那你呢?吃饱了没事做来反驳哦?没品!" 1. Take your own advice. You're the one who has got nothing to do and go stalk people. 2. NOW LOOK WHO IS 没品. man up and put your name. Hiding behind the computer is a cowardly act.

    So, I sincerely hope that you would take the time to reply because you see, I'm doing this research on online pedophiliac strangers. And you are officially regarded as one of them. So, please reply as brutally as you can for research purposes which test the extend of online violence said strangers are capapble of. Ah yes, you may consult the dictionary to further enhance the 'traumatic' effect.

    Case in point: you wrote "For the past few months i knew u( not even had a chat in fact), ur coldness has been intriguing me." It's "for the past few months that I'd have known you" and the word 'know' is so blatantly wrongly used. She DOESN'T KNOW YOU. And it's "your coldness intrigue me." Not intriguing, that's adjective. You're supposed to use a VERB which is intrigue.

    Reading grammar prone sentence really takes the edge off it, doesn't it? Cheers. Too bad you're not as "articulate".

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  7. a potential pedophile?October 22, 2010 at 10:08 AM

    Referring to the last article…
    Alright, thanks for the advices. In your comments, you suggested me to consult the dictionary but i think you should do it as well.

    First of all, before you labelled me as an online pedophile, please do make clear of the correct definition for the word "pedophile". Unless you think that you're still a child, i would then regard this form of verbal attack as some sort of childish talk by a little innocent kid.

    Secondly, in the first line u mentioned "apparently, you haven't did your research well." I don’t know whether is it your self-invented grammar or an archaic grammar, but as what i know, the word "did" should be replaced with "done".

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  8. a potential pedophile?October 22, 2010 at 10:09 AM

    Thirdly, kindly explain this sentence to me, "...test the extend(extent i guess?) of online violence said strangers are capapble of. "

    It'd take me a long time to critically analyse your passage fully. Take my word, to find your private isolated world in the World Wide Web is almost impossible; i guess the best way is to just lock yourself in a room and face the wall. Lastly, let me paraphrase your sentence, while reading grammar prone sentence takes the edge off ” it”, reading something that doesn't make sense can definitely laugh off anger and make my day.

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  9. my name is sophia and I'm here to tell you that YOU'RE A WASTE OF SPACEOctober 23, 2010 at 12:09 AM

    I'll do this in point form.

    1. Of course I know what the word 'pedophile' means. I am the top 1% scorer of ICAS Australia exam for 2 consecutive years. I write for New Strait Times. I've been having classes from British teachers since the age of 6. Please look in the mirror and know that you're not up to my standards before you open your mouth and ask me to look in the dictionary. I told you out of goodwill and this is what I get. Your own foolishness is derisive and asinine.

    Pedophile is an older person stalking someone usually a whole lot younger than them. Since you used this unusual way to approach a girl through her blog, you're probably a balding man in his mid 40s who's also suffering from an erectile dysfunction. YES I'M INSULTING YOUR MANLINESS BOTH LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY. You don't have balls. If you're a healthy teenager, you would just go up to her and say 'Yo sup? My name is whoever.'

    It's called guts. Go get one.

    And the girl you're after is STILL under aged. She's not yet legal, by law. So, you're 40, she's 17. Tell me, how is the word 'pedophile' wrongly used? Render it whatever you want. I made my point. And it's your body part that is faulty.

    2. Yes and thank you. I made a mistake. I admit that. I have more courage than you, I admit my wrong doing.

    But, refer to the 'mengukur badan di baju sendiri' part. My slight mistake is nothing compared to yours. Let me show you: you suggested THAT I consult. before you LABEL.

    Those mistakes are FATAL.

    3. I replied that. Refer to no 2.

    4. Your ending speech doesn't make much sense so, yeahhhh. Wow, talk about taking your own advice.

    Man, you need to get out there. Reading hate mails really 'makes your day'. Must be nice to know that someone actually addressed you in the face huh?

    LOCK MYSELF AND FACE THE WALL? dude. someone who reads hate mail to make their day just told another person to 'lock yourself and face the wall'? You're not looking at yourself properly.

    "Find my private isolated world"? Doesn't make sense at all. One, I'm not as sad as you are. Two, what the heck?

    5. Please make whatever you say coherent and understandable for the reader. Nobody thinks like you do and that's a good thing.

    Have a nice day.

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  10. 这个好像是人家的私人博客吧...各位不介意的话大可留下MSN邮址大家好好沟通沟通.....放过人家的博客吧~ =)

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