第一次失去 心爱的人

您怎么那么忍心离去呢

泪水几乎流了一整夜

我，几乎从有记忆以来，就有了您

都在身边，都在那儿

可笑的我，原来竟是不了解死亡的真正意义

那是永远再也见不了面，说了千万句话都得不了回应

只能靠着记忆与照片的惦记与牵挂

亲目见您躺在棺材里，很可怕

仿佛心口被人拿了锤子狠狠打了下去

意识到了我今生今世已失去您了

意识到了我其实是很爱很爱您的

我希望，我们两家的缘分不会终此于今世

若有下一世，我还是想要当您的侄女

QUIT WHINING

Quit whining!

There are things which happened due to your very own makings
Which you unintentionally brought upon yourself
In ways you just can't apprehend.

It's okay
That you have strong aversion
To the cobwebs you trapped yourself in

It's okay
To have negative feelings
To have such virulence
Towards whatever it is you find so offensive

But that's only for the begining

After you think you finally had enough time
Mopping around
Feeling sorry for yourself

After you figured you seriously had enough of those shit
That you wanna climb out of the box
You're so sick being in

DO SOMETHING

TAKE ACTION

MAKE A CHANGE

Dude ( or gal ), quit juz howling to the moon
Singing how pitifully negative you are
Complaining about this and that
(you wouldnt even know that you're complaining,which is even worse)

People like you are AGGRAVATING
Your incessantly cries
Are downright offensive to my ears
(And I can't pretend not to know coz you happen to be one of my friends)

And I really can't be bothered
Coz you and I won't be meeting anymore

Just to tell you:
Keep on whining and do nothing
You'll gain as much as the corpse in the grave yard
Shut your yap and take actions
You might gain infinitely more than what you expected

You think you're lethargic with what you're dealing right now?
Find the INITIATIVE to change the goddamn situation!

You do nothing, you gain nothing
How old are you that you can't even understand such simple rules of life?
No matter how capable you think you are
May you stay this way
I care naught if everyone I know says you're a hundred years old

To me, you're just a brat.

答复

不是说不喜欢你
只不过不是那种喜欢

起初认识的时候
我承认
是有些动心
可惜，那时候你喜欢着另一个人
所以我便断了那感觉

后来成了好友
也以为因为太要好了
你不可能会喜欢我
也把你当哥儿们看待

没想到还是发生了

不管如何，我还是要谢谢你
谢谢你喜欢上了我

无聊话题==

今晚出去吃晚餐的时候
无聊地看了看那儿得电视
然后就整个晚餐都盯着电视了

呵呵，是个韩国古代片
不过不明白为啥会有洋鬼出现在片中（汗颜。。。）

哇~好一个孤傲，气质出众的帅哥啊~（不是洋鬼）
一身白袍就帅到翻了(虽然样貌平平）
眼神够严厉，态度够冷
浑身就是帅气

我被雷翻了

洋鬼呢，就是典型的美少年
第一眼我还误会他是个女的（o.o）
真是够漂亮的

哈哈~不过我还是喜欢那个严厉酷哥
看他谈恋爱的感觉够赞！

先别想太多，给我专心考过spm。
考完后，我们再好好谈一谈。
我会给你一个答复。

FED UP

I got tired of explaining myself
I am fed up with trying to make myself compatible to the others
And I am so f***ing tired with your arrogance

Do not try to define me in the way you want
Do not try to mould me to your style

Because in case you haven't noticed it
I am not someone you can control
Nor can you manipulate

Accept the fact that you and I are not the same
And that we think too differently
I am not naive and never am innocent
I am much matured and wiser than you are
And please, I do think you don't understand homo sapiens enough.
Ponder that, if you may.

I am ,however, forgiving enough
To overlook and forget whatever anger and frusfration
I have against you
That's the courtesy I'm giving you
For being my friend for all these while

I want to tell you something bytheway:
It is because we love and care about someone entirely too much
That we always fail to see the other person clearly
That we always want to believe that he or she is perfect
No defection, an absolute angel,an exquisite work of God

So when I can't list out your weakness and flaw
Then you can be sure of my affection towards you
But when I can analyse your personality thoroughly
I can assure you that my adoration of you has diminished drastically

I never asked anything of you
Nor demanded anything out of you
What I wished for
Was merely for you to look at me as a friend
And to be considerate in the sense
That you will not condemn me in your dignified and seif-justified anger
That you care of my feelings,always.

I can only say that I am very disappointed in you.

Readers, please do not question the person this blog is directed to.
He or she might be someone from my school,tuition,family or even just mere acquaitance.
Thank you.

今天毕业典礼后，我家老妈和老爸对我的评价是：
“你走路真不够自信，扭扭捏捏的，不够大方.”

呃...老妈啊，你当我是您么?我才17啊~
唉，看来我要达到老妈子那等程度...还有好一段距离啊。